fixed

the walls that you've built
that kept you from crying
doesn't let me inside

that walls that you've built
that kept you from hurting
doesn't let me pass through

the walls that you've built
that kept you from hearing the words
doesn't open me a gap

the walls that you've built
that kept you from breaking
doesn't break and fall

i could never pass through
i could never get to you

behind it i stay
not moving
waiting for you
to come out one day

polaroid

I’m calculating what’s left inside me
When everything I left were my life and my dreams
And every time you were proud of what you were not
This is the truth and it’ll be a history


I gave you everything, I gave up my life and they were all for you,
you’ve ruined everything!
I gave you everything and I gave up my life
And they were all for you!

I wonder what went wrong, it became like this
when I’m not pretty sure
After all the crossings we’ve been through,
it’s not suppose to be like this. Why?

And every time you’re fucking proud of what you’re not
I hate the truth but still it’ll be a history
I swear you will know this somehow
Before it’s too late and dies
Realities are so complicated

I wish to see the truth shines brightly in your eyes
It’s even for me, and even for you
Just try to understand…
You and me, yeah I remember,
Look how we were meant to be!

you, yes you

i've been asked to leave
i've been begged to go
i've been informed to forget
i've been told that i'm not needed

i wonder what else i must do

don't you ever dare to say that i did not try
don't you ever dare to tell people that i did not offer a hug

for what i know

it's not me that you're falling into
it's just the way i treat you

zZzzZZz

saya ada aura ketiduran...
everytime i'm around..
she feels like sleeping more than doing anything else...



saya tahu kenapa



saya sorg yg membosankan

similarity

i said we don't have similarity
she said yes, we do

i said if we do, tell me what is it
she said ............

i said what took u so long
she said we have none

avoid

i'm bitter
i'm sour
i lack compassion
i lack rationality

she said i was wrong
they said i was mean
i said tell the whole world
what am i and what i'll be

my eyes radiate the gloom
my heart rests in a tomb
if only they could see
what's more in me

Bapak Saya Kaya

i had this on the 18th of February 2009

12:02 AM Azik: dzul

jom pisgor

dzul

dzul

dzul

weih

dzul

hello

hello

me: rabu kot

Azik: hello moto

me: mana gorpis

Azik: eh tutup ke?

me: pasar malam kan

Azik: alaaaaaaa

12:03 AM pergi jela jum

kalau tuup kita pg pasar malam

me: jom jom

12:04 AM azik

kau ada buku bisstat x?

Azik: tak ade rasenye

nanti aku check kejap

12:05 AM me: kau boleh tolong tny member2 kau

Azik: ape tajuk buku tu eh

me: jap

12:06 AM Azik: ada 1 ni

aku tak sure bis stat ke econs

me: statistical techniques in business and economics with global data sets

panjang nak mampus

12:07 AM Azik: hah ye la tu

aku ada

me: nice oen two three

*one

nak pinjam boleh?

Azik: amik la

sebulan rm500

12:08 AM ahahahha

me: boleh2

mintak dekat petronas

nama bapak aku petronas

ahahahha

Azik: ahahahah

ye ah

muhammad dzulhazmi bin petronas

me: yer betul

ahahaha

Azik: ahahah

Azik: muhammad dzulhazmi bin petronas

me: xyah buat status arr

12:09 AM ahahaha

Azik: lawak dowh