For Almost 2 Years

for almost 2 years, i haven't wrote anything..

for almost 2 years, i haven't let out a single thought..

for almost 2 years, i have been bottling things..

for almost 2 years, i have kept myself, to myself..

with all this nonsense thoughts and stupid lame jokes bursting out of my mind every single second, i now feel the urge to throw it up and spit it off..

i have been quiet for too long while my life is getting too short..

now, just let me get everything out.

p/s: i have just realized that writing is quite helpful. mental therapy.